if wishes were fishes...

I wish that this place had a big, fancy, loopy font. You know, kinda like the way all those people used to write ages and ages ago. Maybe there is a font like that and I just missed it... That's always a major possibility...I kinda doubt it, though... But who am I to complain? Somebody worked hard to put all this together, and there's no way I could remotely come close to producing the same results. Computers and I don't get along very well. I wonder if it has anything to do with me always threatening to smash it to pieces...XD I probably wouldn't appreciate it if somebody was always talking to me like that =P

Anywho...

I'm not quite sure what to say. Other people make this look so easy... I mean, I barely have anything to say when I'm talking to you face to face! It's even harder holding a one-sided conversation with the computer screen =P I guess the reason that I'm at a loss for words is that I don't quite know what to make of blogging. Cuz it's like a journal in that I write about what I've been doing/going through/feeling/thinking about, but since anyone and everyone can read it, I'm slightly hampered in the depth of my writing. I don't think I'm confident enough in myself to share all my little secrets... =P There's always the chance that I might drop a few, though XD

Ohhh, guess what?! Well, I suppose you never will, so I'll tell you =P

God did something awesome today. You see, my neighbor called to see if I could babysit for her tomorrow night. Well, I've been having some...issues with her, and I was terrified of going back. So when I was giving her a call back to tell her that 'I was sorry, but I was afraid that she would have to find someone else to go over', I prayed and asked God to give me the right words to say if she asked why I couldn't do it (I wasn't very keen on telling her the real reason seeing as how it would in all probability put a damper on our relationship). In fact, it would be amazing if she just wouldn't answer and I only had to leave a message. And guess what? I got her voicemail! Relief, thankfulness, awe, and incredulousness washed over me all at once...I don't think I can aptly describe it.. I've never had such an immediate answer to prayer before...

Goodness, is this me being at a loss for words? O.O Wow... I wouldn't want to see me when I actually have something to say =P Anyways, it's getting to be on the latish side of my bedtime, so I guess I should wrap this up... hm....how exactly does one go about doing that that? *scratches her head thoughtfully*

Goodnight! *waves*

(there, i guess that'll do ^.^)